whatever hav been happening??
quite a lot of things have happened during tis past few mths.brief summary:
Oct 2006 - lost something stable. totally lost after tt. decided to rest for 1mth then move on
Dec 2006 - started my new job. considered sumtin quite totally new. hoping for a fresh start
Jan 2007 - ended a 2yr relationship. realised things are not reli 'moving' in the desired direction. quite a lot of ppl were shocked coz none sensed any 'smoke' prior to tt. well, not tt there's none.. juz tt i nvr say mah.
Jan 2007 - quitted the new job. simply canot stand the boss, also the environment. gav myself a lot of excuses to try for 1 more time, but every single day is a torture. decided not to take it anymore, so throw in the letter. last day of work still hav to work till 9pm sumore!
seems like a roller coaster ride for me. oni difference is my roller coaster oni ride in the low valleys throughout. all thru'out my life, i'm considered quite 'heng'. no mater wat, i alwiz seem to be able to ride thru bad times. somehow rather, there will be a sudden twist tt will pull me out from the hole. but now, it seems all my good luck hav gone. bad events kip happening... feel so shitty man
in a few more days, 4 more days in fact, will be my 27th birthday. reli... dun hav the feeling of exciteness *is there such a word?* on the arrival of my bdae. 50% is due to the age. another 50%.... i duno who and how to spend tt day...
the oni thing tt probably excites me is getting pressies!!
Have got a wishlist drawn up. of course highly impossible tt i'll get them. but then, no harm wishing rite...:
- new watch, fanciful type *coz 2 of my watches are spoilt!*
- a new IT gadget. the new Samsung K5 mp3 player seems gooooood *slurrrps*
- sponsor for a hairstyling course *i reli nid to improve in tis area*
- tt 500bucks makeup trolley bag. i reli got LOADS of stuffs!
- land myself in a good, stable job *badly nid to get myself out of tis shit hole*
- sponsor for a liposuction job or jawline corrective botox jab *i juz watched 'Girls Out Loud' haha*
cnt think of more at the moment.. but i noe i hav lots more items in my wishlist.
As i grow older... the things i wish for is getting simpler.. but then, the more simple things are, the more difficult it is to attain.
i remember years ago, ppl kip asking me what i wan for xmas pressie. i kip replying, i wan 幸福. and guess wat? Jansen gav me a plush pillow with the wordings 'Happiness'. clever rite!
Tis time round, if i were to be asked the same qn, i will say i wan '快乐'.
so... what will i get this time........?
posted by cindy33 @ 11:31 PM
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